Live Journals, Blogs, etc...

I've been reading blogs of many of my old friends, friends that I had when I was in High School. I can't help but wonder what is going on with them...why they are happy, why they are depressed, if they still like God, etc...

Now that the end of school is near I have to start thinking about the rest of my life and it seems to be more foggy now that it was 4 years ago. It's funny, I am growing into a much more organized, boring person. I used to be so relaxed and fun, and now I am becoming irritated by the silliness I used to act with. I don't understand it at all. I have to find things that I like all over again. I have to re-invent myself, sort of.

And it's all coming at an interesting time...as I am about to finish college, get a full-time job, I feel less prepared for the future because I am still seeking to find myself. I suppose this is normal though. I guess every stage of life has its ups and downs and time inbetween. Am I ready for the next step, wherever, whatever that is???